i don understand WHY but i'm just so happy today!!!!!!!!!!!
it must be the worship today. seems that the effects of today's worship only appears a long time after.
actually, today (that word again!) i was repentant lah.. cos i haven't
really been spending time with God.
so i was praying and praying for forgiveness. i realised that i'm actually
like a backslider already lor. was a bit frightened! hahah! but i'm glad that God heard me lor.
God indeed hears!!!!
during cell worship, i was quite sleepy. couldn't really concentrate. but it's OKk lahh. let's see, we sang: As we gather, the steadfast love (those two are always together), magnificent, Jesus lover of my soul.
to be totally truthful, i only like the last song. =D hahah!
SO HAPPY!
yeah, then during speedlight, sat with avian and chel.
the 1st 3 songs were ok only. but after the worship sermon, we sang 6 songs, and the best 2 were obviously On My Knees and The Anthem, both written by douglas, both very nice songs!!!
when we sang On My Knees, i was really praying for forgiveness on my knees. and when i opened my eyes once, i saw chel kneeling down too. i think she was wanting to kneel anyway. yeah! she got a touch from the Lord. she was weeping and sniffing. and i really want to experience that again.
actually i thought that God was not really listening to me..or something..
well i'm so wrong.

during the service, i was VERY HUNGRY!!!! ravenous!! haha not really, but i kept thinking of Mcspicy double. that's what i ate last week. then i was deciding, whether to eat nuggets or mcspicy double. mmmmmm *drools*
in the end, beany n i shared 20 nuggets and a large coke. (but i only managed to drink about 3 small cups of that)

anyway, back to the service. i was trying very hard to focus on God. i think God saw my efforts. woohoohoo!!!!!!!!! thank You Jesus!

'Cause i am on my knees
I am on my knees
As I pray for forgiveness
You show me the way
And i am on my knees
I am on..on my knees
Teach me O Lord
I am on my knees

Repentance. the word of my day!

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